You're the first person I think of

Each morning when I rise

You're the last person I think of

When I close my eyes

You're in each thought I have

And every breath I take

My feelings are growing stronger

With every move you make

You're an angel sent from above

who takes away my pain

My love for you is so strong

It's always just the same

You're the miracle in my life

Who can always make me smile

Just knowing that you care

Makes my life worth-while

You've touched my heart and soul

Which you have from the start

Your warm soft words

Will never leave my heart

You are everything I want

You're so pure and true

I love you with everything I have

And I love everything that you do.

I want to be beautiful

I want to be beautiful,
as beautiful for you
as you tell me I am
yet, somehow I don’t understand.

Your sweet words melt my heart
though we are so very far apart.
You call me your angel
your words are divine

Like heaven reaching out to me.

I want to be your lady, your love,

the one God sent to you from above.
Even in all of my personality flaws,
you don’t give up on us because…

Somehow this love that grows
is a love that some may never know.

Anisha

Lonely Heart

Behind my pretty smiles

and behind my lovely eyes,

I carry my trials,

and on no one I rely.

All alone in my heart.

What else can fall apart?

Darkness overhead looming,

won’t stop until it’s consuming.

My heart it starts to infest.

My mind put to the test.

In my problems I is wading,

and the shore is quickly fading.

I look up to the sky,

if you’re up there God, why?

Why am I all alone,

stuck in this worlds tidal zone.

Anisha J Sharma

Saying I Do

Saying I do
Is more than saying I love you
It’s beyond describing how my love is true
Because words aren’t enough
To express my love for you

Saying I do
Is like saying I’m here for you
That I’m ready to see what the future may bring
Because we are together in everything

Saying I do
Im saying, I’m now complete cause of you
That the piece of puzzle called MY LOVE
Becomes a beautiful picture called OUR LOVE

And now I’m saying I do
As I walk down the aisle with
This is a promise that I will hold
A promise I make until we grow

Anisha J Sharma

Dreaming Of You

Hold me close,

Breathe me in.

Let me fall,

Into this sin.

Say three words,

And kiss my lips,

All my wounds,

You wish to fix.

Call my name,

Say it right.

Keep holding my hand,

Grasp it tight.

Steal my heart,

It is yours,

False perfection,

Full of flaws.

Take my face,

Into your hands,

Pull me even deeper,

Into my dream land.

Time knows no limits,

It's flawless and unengaged,

It makes me forget all the wars,

That in my mind rage.

I'm aware this is a dream,

It's too good to be true,

Because here I am standing,

I'm standing here without you.

~~Anisha J Sharma~~

Thoughts from a bride to be

I sit here tonight

Oh it’s such a delight

As I look into your eye

I shine - as star in the sky

You make me smile

You make my world go round

You always make me think

When did our hearts link

I remember when we met

It was raining when we got wet

You offered me a ride back home

Maybe you thought I was alone

After that we went out for dates

You made sure I was never late

As my dad would wait

Standing at the gate

I remember when

You sneaked in my room

Looking just like a groom

And went down on your knee

With a sparkle in your eyes

You gave me a loving smile

Asking me will you be mine

Well I could not control my emotions

As tears ran down my eyes

As the hours pass

I can’t wait till morning

When I walk down the aisle

As you wait for me at the alter

I’ll walk with a promise

To love you always

And in my heart I know

You do the same as you wait.

Sitting here tonight

It really is a delight

Waiting for the morning

When our lives unite

~~ANISHA J SHARMA~~

Why Can't I Say I Love You?

As I look up into the sky,
My mind tumbles through the day.
And I can't help but ask myself why,
you make me feel this way.

Our meeting drifts through my mind.
The memory of you, I can't leave behind.
Thinking about it, and thinking of you.
Is about the only thing that I can do.

How can I forget your smile?
Or the twinkling of your eyes?
You make the regret worthwhile,
I can't ignore the butterflies.

They start to flutter and die,
Every single, god damn time,
I gaze up into your face,
And then my heart begins to race.

Yet still I wait and bide my time,
Waiting poised, to commit the crime.
As your lips curve into a smile,
My heart jumps and runs a mile.

The allure of your cheeky grin,
Begs for me to commit the sin.
From you, there is nowhere to hide.
The agony is more then I can describe.

It's almost as if nothing else matters,
All I hear is my heart as it stops and splatters,
It's like nothing else can make a sound.
Every single time you are around.

But your breathing pounds in my ears,
It's soothing and calming in a way,
Yet my mind goes completely blank.
I just don't know what to say.

I am conscious of all the people,
Watching us the way they do.
Yet a part of me ignores them.
To me there is only you.

And then my time is up,
I know I have to go.
It's hard and devastating.
And I wish it wasn't so.

So back I go to my place,
Where I lay and think about your face.
Only to repeat the day,
Once again with nothing to say.

The silence is the worst,
One day I swear, I will break the curse,
And my feelings will be made clear,
I will be bold, and strong, and free of fear.

I will tell you how much I care,
And I will promise you I will be there,
But until then, I will be in the shadows,
Waiting, praying in these meadows,

And until that day you will not see,
The truth that has enveloped me.
Because you must never know,
That I am the one, that loves you so.

~~Anisha J Sharma~~